Blog #35 --Alpha Phi--

What you see in movies isn't really what you get in a real sorority. I am a proud Alpha Phi at Bishop's University, and it's really quite the adventure! I've never known so many people, had so many people be so nice to me and I feel so good about myself. I want to move forward and get high grades and become something worth it in the future. I want to do something fun and explore all the domaines that interest me. I have a wonderful Big Sister, Tanya, who is a History buff. I like history only when it's a billion years old. Ok, 3000, but still! :P I'm doing community service and philathropy and I share so much with my sisters. It's so rewarding and fulfilling. I'm so glad I joined!! Rush Alpha Phi!! I feel bad now though, because my character of the day is so dark. :P

Update: That was me then. This is me now. I went through a dark phase in my life due to my lonesomeness and inability to find a job during the summer. I wasn't depressed but I was in a mental struggle and well, my sisters abandonned me completely, including my closest friend. I was demoralized and unmotivated and instead of trying to be there for me, they chastized me. I wrote to one of the advisors and she basically told me to quit since I was ''refusing to join in activities'' and some shit like that. So, I realized that all along, THIS WAS ALL BULLSHIT. I should have known. I wasn't a twit, but fuck, I was SO BLIND as to the hypocrisy, bullshit, fake relationships that were in this shit group of people. It made me realize that there are women out there who seek attention and there are women out there who are really worth giving your attention to. I do still have a few female friends, especially my very old ones from when we were 5, I love them til death. PLEASE don't join sororities unless you want to be one of those girls who just want to surround themselves with people just because. JUST BECAUSE. It's difficult for me to really hate someone, but some of these people... sigh... it's sad really. I pity them more than anything else.

Character of the Day:
Radeon LaMarque

Appearances: Needle and Chain
Bio: Rade was once a member of the Zurkas. His Baron is Hendrik, making him a near-Bronze blood and powerful Welsh Vampire. Rade fought with Marquise herself and made himself an enemy of her. He left and married a beautiful woman, made a child with her, and then forced his wife into becoming a Puppet so that he could appeal to the Cyborgs and Puppeteers. Radeon is Marie's father, and he wants her to also become something that she does not want to be. She leaves her and he tracks her down until her death. Radeon is a terrible man, who is power-hungry and ridiculously revengeful.


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Blog #34 --Achilles! :P--

I have a paper on Achilles to write and it's not easy and it's really unmotivating. Still, as I wait here before going down early to class to attempt to see Sean, and hopefully he'll have gone to class, but he always does :P. He's the one who'll be like tsk tsk tsk to me if I don't g. He's sweet, I love him :3 I made some pear and orange muffins from scratch, my recipe and they're quite good, which is cool. Did a lot of cooking and cleaning and then I'm like trying to work and obvs being distracted. I find that my quality of writing has gone down because I'm not only not reading anything anymore, but reading in French but it's AWESOME! Victor Hugo is amazing, I mean Notre-Dame-de-Paris is the best! Hands down. Well... nah. I'm more like making it a personal cult fave or something, fangirlling on Hugo and watching the Disney version a billion times. I find myself writing with much more ease when I'm thinking and I'm just writing down what's in my mind. Maybe that's why I can't write stories worth anything recently. I have to become the character, like I became Trevor, became Ronolov and felt the transformations. Mmm... it was quite great a thing. I got to go really, I'll talk to you around! Soon, I hope.

Character of the Day:
Ribbon

Appearances: Back-Track, Shambles
Bio: Ribbon is one of the leaders of Back-Track, a Track that has more than one leader, and Nelson as Alpha sees himself as an equal. Ribbon is his off-and-on bitch and life-long friend. She has midnight blue hair and fur and is a mother figure to all the pups and younger Werewolves. She's friends with many people, is very approachable and kind. She knows Juniper personally, and is not super important, but she's there. I really didn't know who to choose today, sorry for the lame choice.


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Blog #33 --Studying Literature--

Blog #33 really should be about Jesus, but let's not get into that yet. I love my Religion Major... but my English Major, it's starting to weight me down. I realize that literature is for the person who is never satisfied, who is always looking for knowledge and cannot just end with something, conclude their lives, but is always in search of a higher truth. Yes, religion is about that too, but English is like a more retarded version of seeking for answers... in my opinion. No one is wrong, and the facts... who cares? Everything is subjective and that's why I don't find that I need it anymore, nor am I interested. It doesn't matter, life goes on, and repeats itself. Once more, civil war has erupted in my place of housing, (which I now rather despise) because of how it's... too big and rich and I'm with people who do not resemble me, even though I love most of them, well, 2 out of 4, that's half, not bad... Pfffffff stupid Achilles... stupid paper... I'm going out to eat with my mom at a really awesome restaurant, Chanchai!! Yeah, you jelly biches!!!! :P

All right, soo... who to choose? I haven't done some big names, but I don't want to ruin anything... I'll be obscure.

Character of the Day:
Dominitian Hammond

Appearances: TAFOW, TBOV, Shambles (?)
Bio: It seems (according to my boyfriend) that everyone knows Dominitian in Papinae, well yeah, they do. Dominitian was born in Hexstone, but as a pure Née Vampire, and so he was shipped to Earth to live with his father. He is a handsome blonde young man, very worried about the Vampire and the Human race and their ratio. Dominitian created the LC (Luxurious Captivity) for humans, and conditions them to breed numerous times and take care of their young. He attempts to promote women and girls' health more than men so there can be more breeders. Dominitian is Duke's son, therefore Moon City's brother, Rutherford's great-uncle, Arias' great-great uncle and so on. Dominitian is fascinated by the evolution of humans and how they adapted to the Black Ribbon's Influence. Dominitian likes to be referred as Royalty, almost an Emperor of the Royal Red, while only being its Viceroy, and his character is inspired by Domitian, the Roman Emperor, however he has to direct connection with the Living Dead Empiral system, that has fallen.

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