Blog #36 --Eluveitie and Gaulish: Ne Regv Na Translation--

I love Gaulish, and all of Gaulish culture. Eluveitie are a folk metal band who take gaulish writings and make them into beautiful songs. Here is one of the translations of Ne Regv Na that I found and translated from the French by J.-P. Savignac (2000).

I do not offer hunger
I bring pieces in a new way
Over-sufficiency of each Coriosedian since.
Blessed of fair title by connoisseurs of well-being
With each food gain, each great hunger comes
back to swallow you
Now, son, do not give in to violence
You are superior, do not throw away anything
For each citizen, there's a gain in fighters, good-intake;
and it will be the guest who will weaken to
hunger that comes back to swallow you

And this is the original:

neregvna
gandobeintenoviio
extinconpapicoriosedexao
mesamobimolatvscertiognvsveticon
papebovdimacarnipaponmar
nanedevorbvetidloncate
 nvgnatenedamagvssovn
veronecvrrinepapicos
papeambitopapibovdinetetv
batoronveiasvebretosv
citbioledgamobert
 nenedevv
bvvit[…]on

Character of the Day:
Dashiel Fisk

Appearances: Pace
Bio: Dash for short, has super-speed and a sunshine radiating personality. After using his power to do bad, he realizes that he should help people and become his true nature: a Pacer. Dash is 24 in the book, and completely wild, jovial and funny. He is the only one who can drive, since he's the only one from Sum-Elle in the gang before Lady. He ends up having feelings for the Satinée of the group, and rejects his emotions at first because she is 16, but she accepts him and the age difference makes no difference :P


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Blog #35 --Alpha Phi--

What you see in movies isn't really what you get in a real sorority. I am a proud Alpha Phi at Bishop's University, and it's really quite the adventure! I've never known so many people, had so many people be so nice to me and I feel so good about myself. I want to move forward and get high grades and become something worth it in the future. I want to do something fun and explore all the domaines that interest me. I have a wonderful Big Sister, Tanya, who is a History buff. I like history only when it's a billion years old. Ok, 3000, but still! :P I'm doing community service and philathropy and I share so much with my sisters. It's so rewarding and fulfilling. I'm so glad I joined!! Rush Alpha Phi!! I feel bad now though, because my character of the day is so dark. :P

Update: That was me then. This is me now. I went through a dark phase in my life due to my lonesomeness and inability to find a job during the summer. I wasn't depressed but I was in a mental struggle and well, my sisters abandonned me completely, including my closest friend. I was demoralized and unmotivated and instead of trying to be there for me, they chastized me. I wrote to one of the advisors and she basically told me to quit since I was ''refusing to join in activities'' and some shit like that. So, I realized that all along, THIS WAS ALL BULLSHIT. I should have known. I wasn't a twit, but fuck, I was SO BLIND as to the hypocrisy, bullshit, fake relationships that were in this shit group of people. It made me realize that there are women out there who seek attention and there are women out there who are really worth giving your attention to. I do still have a few female friends, especially my very old ones from when we were 5, I love them til death. PLEASE don't join sororities unless you want to be one of those girls who just want to surround themselves with people just because. JUST BECAUSE. It's difficult for me to really hate someone, but some of these people... sigh... it's sad really. I pity them more than anything else.

Character of the Day:
Radeon LaMarque

Appearances: Needle and Chain
Bio: Rade was once a member of the Zurkas. His Baron is Hendrik, making him a near-Bronze blood and powerful Welsh Vampire. Rade fought with Marquise herself and made himself an enemy of her. He left and married a beautiful woman, made a child with her, and then forced his wife into becoming a Puppet so that he could appeal to the Cyborgs and Puppeteers. Radeon is Marie's father, and he wants her to also become something that she does not want to be. She leaves her and he tracks her down until her death. Radeon is a terrible man, who is power-hungry and ridiculously revengeful.


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Blog #34 --Achilles! :P--

I have a paper on Achilles to write and it's not easy and it's really unmotivating. Still, as I wait here before going down early to class to attempt to see Sean, and hopefully he'll have gone to class, but he always does :P. He's the one who'll be like tsk tsk tsk to me if I don't g. He's sweet, I love him :3 I made some pear and orange muffins from scratch, my recipe and they're quite good, which is cool. Did a lot of cooking and cleaning and then I'm like trying to work and obvs being distracted. I find that my quality of writing has gone down because I'm not only not reading anything anymore, but reading in French but it's AWESOME! Victor Hugo is amazing, I mean Notre-Dame-de-Paris is the best! Hands down. Well... nah. I'm more like making it a personal cult fave or something, fangirlling on Hugo and watching the Disney version a billion times. I find myself writing with much more ease when I'm thinking and I'm just writing down what's in my mind. Maybe that's why I can't write stories worth anything recently. I have to become the character, like I became Trevor, became Ronolov and felt the transformations. Mmm... it was quite great a thing. I got to go really, I'll talk to you around! Soon, I hope.

Character of the Day:
Ribbon

Appearances: Back-Track, Shambles
Bio: Ribbon is one of the leaders of Back-Track, a Track that has more than one leader, and Nelson as Alpha sees himself as an equal. Ribbon is his off-and-on bitch and life-long friend. She has midnight blue hair and fur and is a mother figure to all the pups and younger Werewolves. She's friends with many people, is very approachable and kind. She knows Juniper personally, and is not super important, but she's there. I really didn't know who to choose today, sorry for the lame choice.


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Blog #33 --Studying Literature--

Blog #33 really should be about Jesus, but let's not get into that yet. I love my Religion Major... but my English Major, it's starting to weight me down. I realize that literature is for the person who is never satisfied, who is always looking for knowledge and cannot just end with something, conclude their lives, but is always in search of a higher truth. Yes, religion is about that too, but English is like a more retarded version of seeking for answers... in my opinion. No one is wrong, and the facts... who cares? Everything is subjective and that's why I don't find that I need it anymore, nor am I interested. It doesn't matter, life goes on, and repeats itself. Once more, civil war has erupted in my place of housing, (which I now rather despise) because of how it's... too big and rich and I'm with people who do not resemble me, even though I love most of them, well, 2 out of 4, that's half, not bad... Pfffffff stupid Achilles... stupid paper... I'm going out to eat with my mom at a really awesome restaurant, Chanchai!! Yeah, you jelly biches!!!! :P

All right, soo... who to choose? I haven't done some big names, but I don't want to ruin anything... I'll be obscure.

Character of the Day:
Dominitian Hammond

Appearances: TAFOW, TBOV, Shambles (?)
Bio: It seems (according to my boyfriend) that everyone knows Dominitian in Papinae, well yeah, they do. Dominitian was born in Hexstone, but as a pure Née Vampire, and so he was shipped to Earth to live with his father. He is a handsome blonde young man, very worried about the Vampire and the Human race and their ratio. Dominitian created the LC (Luxurious Captivity) for humans, and conditions them to breed numerous times and take care of their young. He attempts to promote women and girls' health more than men so there can be more breeders. Dominitian is Duke's son, therefore Moon City's brother, Rutherford's great-uncle, Arias' great-great uncle and so on. Dominitian is fascinated by the evolution of humans and how they adapted to the Black Ribbon's Influence. Dominitian likes to be referred as Royalty, almost an Emperor of the Royal Red, while only being its Viceroy, and his character is inspired by Domitian, the Roman Emperor, however he has to direct connection with the Living Dead Empiral system, that has fallen.

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Blog #32--Back to School--

Being a school is fun, and you learn a lot of things, but boy it can be boring sometimes. I don't know what it is really, I have things to read, only sometimes motivation is really hard to come by, especially when your hobby (like me and writing) has come to an indefinate halt. Sadness insues. Bouhouhouhou. I guess it's time to continue posting blog entries, but I'm bored still... blaaa.... maybe looking over lots of character synopsises I'll find something interesting to write about. Maybe it's this house... I had no problem with inspiration when I was living downtown; I think it was because I was alone. Here, I'm not alone, I live with people who are close to me, and it's like... their presence is there. I think I have to be isolated to write, but with my laptop being a handicap now, it's difficult to move it, (it's a no show). :P My week is planned and I think I'm going to enjoy it, but in the moment, I feel so blah... Halloweekend... never again...

Character of the Day:
Alpha Red

Appearances: Ashenlust
Bio: Alpha Red, sometimes misnamnedly Infrared, hoards youth to form his personal small organizations. He was orginally hiding young children affected by WWII, allying himself with Chavanon, who helped the adults, but over the years, he started making the children his own, and creating a small army. The JR frowns upon Alpha Red's work because he has never yet declared his organization legal, and therefore never reports on what's happening. Honestly, not many know where to find him and what exactly he's doing, and he's expected to come to the yearly financial conference, only he doesn't seem to show up often. Alpha Red's name is Andrew Rice.

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Blog #31--Summer; Working as a Camp Councillor--

So this is my first blog post this summer because it's been quite hectic, I must say. I job as camp monitor takes up most of my time and it's quite hard. Though I am paid quite enough, I am losing most of my voice. I'll have to warm-up my singing voice. I'm getting more and more biligual, however, by the fact that I am no longer writing anything (for now, of course) after finishing Needle and Chain. Sigh. We work A LOT over here and cannot wait for the weekends. Besides that, there are three weeks left, not too bad. This weekend we are going to the 'chalet' Charlie's chalet up in Grandma :P LOLZ. I'm reading the Illiad and watched Alexander, and am totally pumped for my classics courses. I can't WAIT to return to the warm, and welcoming Bishop's familiarity. Well, that's about it. I'll blog more during the school year. :)

Update: DON'T WORK AS A CAMP COUNCILLOR IF YOU ARE A REAL PERSON!! Only drones and horrible people work as that. Okay, yeah, I was BOSSED around at my work by a girl YOUNGER than me who attempted to commit suicide because of her renown promiscuity and who posts pictures of her and alcohol like there is no tomorrow on her facebook. The worst part: I complained, they refused to listen and said: she's nice, you're the one with a problem. Yeah, sure. I got out of there with a broken heart and so much black anger. WORK in a GREENHOUSE!!! You feel so good after! :) Plants are awesome! (nah, I'm not forcing you, but I like it)
By the way, it was here

Character of the Day
Avalanche McAllinway

Appearances: Pillow Talk, Needle and Chain, Ashenlust
Bio: We follow Avalanche bildungroman-style, as she grows from being a toddler into a young (and beautiful) adult. Avalanche spends time with her family and enjoys the occasional iced coffee, and is a very free, liberal, and natural person. Though her family is quite disorganized and she had a difficult young childhood, she is perfect in every kind of way, and she loves her father, very, very much.


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Blog #30--Already 30!--

So I've been procrastinating, and falling asleep on the job, which I work on my bed anyways, which is prolly not a super good idea. Victoria, you read my Blog and I thank you a million and you're awesome. My CR there, she has me on her taskbar! Yeah! First from the left!! ;) Bon, so I'm done 'Pillow Talk' the first out of three installments in my Trevor-Ronolov series, which I think is going to be the cheesiest thing on the face of this earth. BUT! It's not too hardcore and I think it could be young adult there. I have a reecipe for you:

HOT CHOCOLATE MOKA CINNAMON SWIRL (healthy)

Boiled water
1 tbsp of hot chocolate mix
1 tbsp of coffee mix (instant)
a dash of cinnamon
milk

Put together. Enjoy.

HA! EASY EH? okay, I'll go to the other level.

UNHEALTHY BUT EXTEMELY DELICIOUS HOT MOKA

10% cream (for a cup)
expensive chocolate mix
expensive delicious free-trade coffee (instant)
organic cinnamon

In a pot, heat to very low the cream and add the ingredients slowly to your taste. seriously, this will be effin delish, but you may have a heart attack and it won't be my fault. :P

Back to work now! I know I didn't write anything. I'm bored mostly, sadly.

Character of the Day: (gosh, who didn't I do?)
Marquise Marble

Appearances: La Marquise, Shambles, TAFOW.
Bio: Marquise was raised by a rich family back in the Georgian era. Her book is one of my first attempts at writing a Harlequin, ugh, it's so difficult! Anyways, so a fire destroys a large part of the house and while it is being recostructed, she meets an Earl, who is interested in marrying her, obviously not for love, but for the money. He seems dreamy, but she soon learns that he is in financial crisis and that he future with him would not be very happy. Her father seems keen on letting her go, but he is also very busy with the funding of his new wing, whose contributor comes once in a while to speak of the construction and planning. Marquise (who's name is not Marquise) is suddenly very interested physically to this new man, who is absolutely charming, but much older than she is. He does not seem to show any attraction toward her, but he is secretly in need of her as much as she for him.
 

Blog#29-Chocolate Coffee Banana Milkshake Recipe-

I made a milkshake today o_O What are all those boys doing around my house?? :P So today, I haz a delish recipe, (lol I say in my head REE-SIPE in order to spell it right) and here tis!

Half a banana
Chocolate frozen yogurt or ice cream
Milk
Instant coffee

You will need a 70's mixer that is precisely baby turquoise. Nah!! But I used one, and it goes so well! Like witht the thingy there, that mixes the middle, it's like... a small plastic blade... anyways! Smash the half nanner with a spork if you don't have a fork. Try mixing the iced dairy product of your choice with the milk first, and then add the nanners, and then when it's all blending to thoust desire, sprinkle in the coffee. Yayz! Yous made a milkshake and boys will come to your yard and for some reason people will want your recipe, but they'll never make it right because they didn't pay you or something like that!!

Have an awesome day/night/evening/morning/afternoon/(is that day? when is day? O_O I'm scared!)

Character of the... Day?
Archduchess-to-be Lydia Bellam

Appearances: TOAB (The Archduke of Bellam)
Bio: Lydia is a desperate case with lots and lots of money. Her beloved brother had disappeared and is now declared dead and she beats her maids senselessly to try to ease her pain. After the last maid flees, she is ready to buy herself a new one and goes to the auction. Lovely Minneapolis, a human, is for sale at a high price (lol RE4). She buys her, but considers her humanity and does not beat her, but still rages most evenings. Lydia is a pretty girl, blonde, a bit like Lilith from the comic TEAHOUSE, check it out if you like Yaoi! It's hot! http://teahousecomic.com/

Peace out! xox

Vegan and Healthy Recipes
A bit longer to make :P Guacamole Spread
Banana Bread
Pesto Recipe
Bok Choi Recipe
 Living Wannabe Vegan
Vegan Options and Problems

Blog #28-Been a while!-

Wow, I'm back! Yeah it's been a while, and I've been writing like a machine, as well as correcting and trying my best to shove in 3 hours a day of editing! I love Sainte-Anne-de-Bellevue; I wish I could live here with Judy until the end of time, but my life leads me many places. Oh, it's going to be difficult to leave. I love it here, like so much!! Listening to Chromeo's Fancy Footwork, love it! :) So yeah, been playing Sims 3, it's pretty bitching, but also annoying and hard to deal with. I don't have much to say but that, HOLY AWESOMENESS AT THE AELAQ MEETING! Publishing is quite the business but I wish I could go to all the meetings. I might just go again to the next one. I wish I didn't have the formation so soon, but next weekend, I'll be Quiche!! I'm excited about my group! I want them to have fun and I want to be awesome to them! :)

Character of the Day:
Priscilla Walters aka Pillow

Appearances: Ronolov-Trevor Book (still has no name, lol) Santa Forgives, Shambles.
Bio: Pillow lives with a poor, abusive family to strove early to find affection in boys her age and, ended up with the older boys who were already in sexual activities. Pillow wants a baby early in her human life, but she unfortunately had horrible relationships with men and was beaten and left to die on the side of the road. Chief happened to be in the area and saved her quickly, making her a Werewolf. She denied being his Pup and lived as a human, even though she was really a Werewolf. Pillow's repressed anger made her into a hot-headed machine and she ended up murdering a family in cold blood because they were being annoying. Pillow got 35 years in penitentiary, aka St. Matt's where she met Kara and became a part of her pack. Pillow is beautiful, blonde with deep green eyes and she likes to wear mascara.

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Blog #27-Nightmare-

I had a freaky nightmare tonight and I wrote a short story to go with it. Man, it was weird and scary!!

The Oracle
By: Chloe Flanagan

It was called the Oracle. I remember my father and I standing at the door. We had to know what was inside the house, so that we could get into their backyard and check out what was happening to the well. All we could hear were screams of horror echoing. Were they shouts for help, or shrieks we should have simply turned away from in shame? We had turned away long enough. Our water was being poisoned and we knew it was because of them. They had settled here a few years ago, had been a reclusive bunch; we had never wanted to be a apart, and they had never shown their faces.

I stood with my father, and we didn’t even open the door, there was a sliding mechanism to have the door open. I couldn’t look. I slid the mechanism, and I heard it. I can barely describe what it did to my body and I didn’t know if it did the same to my father, but all I knew was that my ears buzzed so loudly, so powerfully, that by body shook tremors I had never thought possible. And I was in panic. It was fear to an extreme that blinded me and made me see nothing but black, that prevented me from going any further, from doing anything. My heart raced and stopped, and I wobbled trying to see where my father was.

My eyes focused, but not enough and I saw my father running and shouting something like ‘We’re never coming back here!’ but that wasn’t the most strange. It looked like there was a small pumpkin running after my father. Because of the fuzz around my vision, he looked like a man made of lego, or a very small infant in a pumpkin suit. He was running very quickly, and I could not understand if it was it that emanated this ghastly sound, or if he only aided in the security of the house. Maybe it was the Oracle, but I the more I grasped reality, the more I knew it was the sound.

I could barely think; I was so overwhelmed, but I worried for my father. If I couldn’t use my sense of hearing, and that’s what governed my completely, I had to use another sense, to regain my balance. I was falling over, and tumbling, trying to keep myself balanced. Never had I touched the ground, but the sensations of going around and around were making me sick atop being horrified out of my mind. I blinked. Once twice, three times. My balance regained, and my eyes focused themselves. I blinked one last time, forcefully, and I saw the moor, and the bloody sky, and my father running like a madman as the pumpkin demon, that looked awful, followed him. I couldn’t understand now, why he was so afraid. I ran over to him, and shouted: “Dad! Blink a few times!”

But it hadn’t been his hearing that had been impaired. He had seen the pumpkin thing, whilst I had closed my eyes. He wasn’t wobbling around, he was probably just scared. He shouted through, yelled into the crimson sky, the horrors of this house, of the well. I ran over to him, my body feeling as if it was made of stone. I touched his arm and told him: “Dad! It’s okay! I’m here!”

He stopped, and looked at me, and I turned around. The demon pumpkin was gone. My father’s heart probably raced because his Adam’s apple bobbed up and down and his eyes watered, as his chest moved up and down. He gazed at me and then touched my cheek. “We’re never coming back.”

“But the water, the well!”

“I know, but... this is... disgusting.”

“Father...”

“Who knows what could be in that house, and down that well!”

“It’s poisoning our water and you know it! We can’t water the vegetables, we can’t drink it and we can’t give it to the cattle to drink. You know there is no one in there.”

“Something’s there, and I want to part of it.” My father started walked away, toward the town. But at the last minute, as I drudgingly followed, he turned and went down the small hill that led to their backyard. There was a large heap of dirt that we couldn’t climb else we would sink into it. But if we stood back, we could see the yard, a barren yellow-grass dell with a large well in the middle. Coming out of the well, I squinted to see, was a long burgundy tube that slithered into the dirt pile. My stomach lurched.

We walked away from that house, and disconnected our well at home the underground waterways or whatever connected our to theirs. Right now I am in bed with a very bad stomach ache that started when we realized we’d been drinking contaminated water. I press on my belly and feel something hard within me. I press, but I am afraid of killing it. It’s a part of me now.

Ahhhhhh!!!!! I added that part in for Gothic effect. Hee hee, but seriously, I shat my pants when I woke up -_-

Character of the Day:
Ludovic Montague

Appearances: Silver Ribbon
Bio: Ludo is not part of Romeo's family. :P He's a young man in Cynthia's garrison, who seems timid and rather incompetant, but was severely trained to be sly and sneaky, with perfect assasination skills. Montague is lithe and small, though very kind, using his skills for the good of Matteo and Cynthia. Ludovic is also somewhat trained in medicine and pushes his intruction of this subject to become the mansion's Resident doctor, with the babes on the way. He is close to Belana and Lucien, but also to Rico and Matteo more than Cynthia. Montague earns great respect from Matteo for his support through harsh situations.

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Blog #26-Homosocial Relationships-

A la David and Jonathan, but with girls, I pesonally feel it difficult to be in a steady friendship with another woman. Personally I find women annoying and boring, execpt for a few whom I totally and utterly love. Those woman, though, I cannot help but feel sligthly attracted to them as well. Maybe not in a homosexual way, but a homosocial way, where it is okay to be a bit physical (give hugs) and to get close (cuddle on a couch) or sleep on them (or on their boobs ;P) Basicallish, I think the only way to be with a girl in a friendly way, is to really be close to them, or else it won't ever work. I must adapt my books to this concept. *mad scientist finger tapping thing* I love all my gals!! You know who you are :3 If you read my blog... hey I love you guyses too! Sigh... sometimes I think I might be a dude -_0. creepy face!!!

Character of the Day:
Candice Lalune

Apperances: La Lune
Bio: Candice lives in a castle with Pierrot and Sileny. She spends her morning and afternoons on the unparallel bars, working her body into lithe femeninity. In the evening, Candice enjoys a large glass of brandy and playing a bit of piano or cello. She and Pierrot discuss philosophy and politics, while she discusses worldly phenomena and science with Sileny. Candice is the only one who seems worried about the thing outside the castle that seems to want to break in. Each morning, she goes up on the buttresses to watch the trees around the castle shake and toss as the thing draws nearer. Candice wears her acrobat's leotard, and a tight-fitted dress in the evening, of black and white lozenges. Her hair is very platinum blonde, and she wears blood-red lipstick.

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Blog #25-Hot Male Characters-

I write this listening to Princess of China by Coldplay :) Believe it or not, I DO indeed have innocent teeny books with a really hot main guy that everybody seems to want. Bit by bit, as those boys age, I find myself turning to the plainer characters as teens, who are now, in my head, much hotter. For example:

Puzzle Days: the hot character is Greg Flanders, the Alpha male, the Prince, the King of Standrome Academy whom the protagonist, Naomi Greenway loves and finally ends up winning with the help of a good slap in the head from Ted to Greg.
And now, in Needle and Thread, Greg has become (still hot) but not as hot as Trevor, whom I always imagine like totally bitchin' fantastically scorching. Like, I can SEE him, almost. And Naomi (in the end of it all) ends up with Trevor, in like 2200, but whatever, well... Ronolov anyways.

Then there are boys who are just plain hot and I can't do anything about it. Like Les Vogel, captain of the football tea at Standrome Academy, who takes on antagonist AND protagonist roles while being human and Vampire. Les becomes a beautiful punk-rockstar, tattooes to the bone, burning like vesuvius with dark lyrics about addiction and incest.

I can't cease to also mention Reece St. James, and later, Fernand O'Riley, protégés of the Myska in Shambles. Reece dies under the deadly sunlight during Armageddon, in his lover's arms, while Fernand makes it out and is dubbed Lord Margrave Fernand, Overseer of the Royal Black and Red, dealing with runaway humans, orphanated humans, and local cases in the larger cities. At the point where he is Margrave Fernand, the kid is delicious. Sorry, that sounded a bit weird. :P

I don't really know whom else I could mention, I mean yeah Theodore Broadway, Reagan O'Connor, Dominik Hill, and going back further, we can reel in Winter from Good Times, and Weston from Woodward. Wow, that IS going back, eh Oli? :) Should I mention Zach? Maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should :P

Prince is hot too, but he's not a kid. He was never given an adolescence when he was human, and so 2000 years later, he still acts like an immature adult and spends his nights in debauchery and 'sin'. Allen is (to my eyes) not that hot, but he is nonetheless. I should stress that having the Black Ribbon in your veins doesn't make you automatically fucking hot. No, Allen has charm, but he's not drop-dead gorgeous like Prince, Ronolov, even Chief, who's father was also very handsome. ;) For those who know. Wait... VICTORIA!!! I'M CONFUSED!!!

Character of the Day:
Jude Irving

Appearances: Emergence Earth
Bio: Living during the American Armageddon, near 3000, Jude and his brother are the few who live in Moondisk, what used to be San Francisco. Now a deserting wasteland filled with disease, Jude tries to live fully and understand what it is like to simply be a teenager. Jude was inflicted with Earthshore influence at an early age, on top of the fact that his parents both died of RTUV (Spontaneous combustion) which a virus transmitted genetically. His E. influence has given him the ability to hear people's brain waves, making him over time, able to understand their meanings, making him able to 'read minds'. Jude is a teen blooming into sexuality, curious about women and yet, feeling quite unfulfilled. Jude spends time with his two best friends, Kit and Rachel; they enjoy what they call Urban Entertainment, the consumption of intense illegal and legal drugs, according to the pitiful government of Merica, after the splitting of the US. Jude is often approached by very debauched Lalaé, whom he seems to be scared of. Jude secretly loves Rachel, but because he knows that she loves other girls, he sadly rejects his true emotions and his love. It is difficult to be a teen when the world is dying.

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Blog #24--Poetry--

Oh! Bearer of Light!

I am taught
Penetrated and learned
With experience
I will strive
With innocence
I would die

Lucifer, my guide
Virgil at Dante's side
Poet, Pagan
Rebel, taken
With spears thrown down
Blades tearing
Frail rose gowns

Widow and virgin
Breathing steam
Like wind in the poplars
Nude from the barren
Waste Land
We stride within

And with ecstasy
A pleasant gallantry
Of blazing conflagrations
And raped protection
There is no God
There is no Good
In the Patriarch

Tyrant, persecutor
Hollow preserver
Knowledge not taught
But kept darkly within
A Pandora's Box
And opening the world to malice
Drink we from this chalice
Of Christ's open veins
Of our world's unjust pains

Dear bearer of light
Knowledge and experience
Sweetness and bitterness
At once darkness and bright
Pensive, creative
Without you we would be blind
From the danger of a world
Sombre, black, blindfolded
Unfolded to naught

I am taught
Like a Tyger in the forest
I eat the Christ with shame
Yet I pray to thee
Secretly, not in vain
I love thee
As I wander free
Libreated from the Father
and following your autocracy

I will strive
For if innocent
I would die

Fin
By: Chloe Flanagan


Character of the Day:
Clover, 3rd Daughter of Lucifer

Appearances: Demon Lullaby, Placid Devils, Santa Forgives.
Bio: Clover in Living Demon Luck. She is dangerous, clumsy and nonsensical in her decisions, a bit neurotic, but very Sanguine, happy and gorgeously violent. Clover is Leatio's twin sister, and is Lucifer's favorite daughter, for she reminds him of a past life where love and happiness reigned within him. Clover has deep knowledge of Satine, and she is Satinée, in the 2nd Rank, and yet, her innocence keeps her away from the fact that she knows that she does not have free will, nor a life outside of these fingers. She gets very violent when unjustly done damage in a physical or mental way. Clover is renown by humans as a succubus, which she is not, and in numerous villages she is hunted. Clover always gets away nonetheless, with pretty much everything.

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Blog #23--Shoreline--

I contacted a publishing house and they wrote back! They're looking forward for me to write back!! I'm so excited, despite that they probably won't publish what I have. They have internship programs and I am SO PSYCHED about it!! OMG! Apart from that, tomorrow is Victoria and I's awesome lunch and day with our friends! We're going to eat and then it's Gamer's Club. I think I'll call my dally to wish him happy St. Pattie's. Damn Lennoxville's gonna be busyyy and loud and full of barf, everywhere. Not on your shoes though, Vix.
Ah, I'm so happy. :)

Character of the Day:
Kara Winter (Alpha as F**k)

Appearances: Shambles, Santa Forgives
Bio: Kara is the Alpha of the rebellious Werewolves locked up at St. Matthew's. Kara despises humans for their controlled societal ways and unnatural choices in breeding partners. Kara is rude, violent, apathetic, but she will do anything for her twin sister, whom she loves more than herself or the world. Kara's pack includes: Shoebox (Roran), Buster, Pillow (Priscilla), and Duregar. Half Earthly Lycans, and half bloodthirsty, animalistic Hextonian Wolf-breeds, some more pure than others. Pillow is the only other female and Kara respects her dangerously, for she dislikes other females greatly.

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Blog #22--The Cubus Blog!--

So yeah, any character born on a 22nd of a month in my universe is a Cubus, from the Cubuscorra, ruled by Pinna, the second ruler, who superceded her father (Fore) in 1947. Ugh, I wanna play Bayonetta, but it's 11:45 and I still think it's 10:45. Tis... the divine comedy... the mocking court... and ring thy bells. I'm bored, and I have nothing to say execpt I think the story of Paul and Thecla should be made into a movie. It's so epic and awesome! I love it! I wanna become a folklorist, that would be so cool! But it would be so much work, only with what I'm doing, it would be right in my field! I wonder how one becomes a folklorist. I wonder if my profs would know. Probably the classics ones or maybe... mayyybe the history profs. I saw 'Un Monstre a Paris' and I really liked it! I was feel-nice and cute :3 Well, for a 'Cubus' Blog, it's not very sexual. Blah, whatever. Have a nice day, person! ILY xoxo

Character of the Day:
Arthur Pledgemount aka Warmonger

Appearances: Shambles, Waxen Blood.
Bio: The main antagonist of Shambles. He is seeking to destroy Maurice, for he has some knowledge of him that Maurizio fears could tear him apart. Warmonger escapes him a few times, and he ruthelessly murders many Vampires on his way to finding the answers to his questions. War seems to have a higher knowledge about the world, but never enough to get himself in deep theological trouble. War is sexy, charming, and for a Coyote-breed, he's not the natural type. War likes to wear clothes, especially shredded cammo jeans and jackets, red bandannas and heavy working boots. His mate is Cerise.

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Blog#21 --Sausage Burger Recipe!--

I know I have to do homework and shit but I don't feel like it! It's finally reading week, and I will be doing some reading. Holy shit midterms... gross... I would like it if all of school would be over forever. Randomly, I really want to raise some sheep. I've been wanting to do it and I think I would like that. Maybe not now, of course not now, but later on when I'm an older person. An old, basically. :P I have so nothing to say and I'm forcing out some words. Listening to The Delgados, they rock!!! Basically, that's about it!  Sorry, I'm just so lethargic todayz.

UPDATE: Hey it's reading week all over again, a year later and I'll add to this lameo blog a small recipe I just made myself. It's delishhhhh!!!

Sausage Burger

I used a 'tournedos' package of sausage meat like it's round, but I think any sausage patty will do...
A tomato
Sour cream
Onion
Bread

Cook meat thouroughly (I usually brown it and then put it in the oven) unless it's a patty, you can just fry it I think
Sauté the onions until they're brown
Slice two slices of tomato
Lather bread with sour cream

Enjoy!!
IT'S SOOOO GOOOD!!

Character of the Day:
Rutherford Hammond

 Rutherford is (no, not Duke's) but Jericho's son. Rutherford is separated from his father at a young age because of conflict, and with his Alpha status builds the city of Wicker and becomes its mayor and Alpha, for the city is quite packed. ;P Rutherford, finds himself conflicted with the fact that his Alpha female is another man's wife and so he marries the next best thing, a beautiful human by the name of Mirabelle. They have a strong, strapping Werewolf son, Arias. But Mirabelle goes out at night at times and comes back with the stench of another man all over her body. She gives birth to a son that Rutherford knows is not his: Redfield. Then, they have a child by the name of Portia. Rutherford is an 'Isaac' character, between important 'Abraham as Jericho' and 'Jacob as Arias'. Arias is a dick toward his brother because he isn't from the same father, the Patriarch. Redfield is an Ishmael, he's an Esau character. Rutherford and Mirabelle then have their last child, Portia.

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xoxo

Blog #20--Already 20!--

Cooking with Chloe again!!

Okay, I made this delicious improvised recipe that is super cheap and easy and great for students who want to impress your parents during the march break!

Pork Fillets Marinara

Ingredients:

Depending on how many persons X amount of tender pork slabs (you know, they look like minute steaks)
A good amount of four cheese spaghetti sauce from any can that's on special, but the Hunt's one is awesome (enough to cover your fillets in your pan)
A bit of oil or margarine or butter
Pepper

How to:

Heat up grease in a non-stick pan and when it's real hot, brown your pork fillets.
Lower your heat and add the spaghetti sauce to the mix, lower heat to like 5-6
Cook your fillets for 5 mins
Turn 'em over and cover the sauce all over
Add some pepper (if you want to)
Cook for another 5-6 minutes, make sure your meat is cooked, because it's pork, right? Trich is a bitch.

Serve with rice and veggies and your parents will be all like, woa, you're amazing! We love you! xoxox :P

Also, I wanted to say that the song Nightcall by Kavinsky is like the most awesomest song in the world! That's all! Thanks! Working on Philo of Relish and I miss my CR a bit. I love you!

Character of the Day:
Raven Finny

Appearances: Shambles
Bio: Finna (in old nordic English) means 'visit' and so a Raven Visits. ;) Raven is twelve when Finola finds him and makes him her own. Raven is an electrical-weapon user (bad wording sorry) who is surgically improved to resist electricity. He gets Jill to make him into a whack hacker and Finola falls in love with him totally, as more than a Mistress, but as a true lover. Raven's father is Richard Leath, one of the 'bad guys' of Shambles' first tome, Panpina. Raven accepts Finola's love, but also has an eye on a dancer at St. Luke's Continental, school for protégés, and soon realizes that he loves her. Raven visits the Myska, like an omen, and then leaves into the blackness of the night. He's Josh's favourite character! :)) I hope he'll like the re-writing of him!

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xoxoxo

Blog #19--QUEUC--

QUEUC was aweome!! There was so much food and the panels were AMAZING! I really liked Alexandra's Women in Love essay, since I read the book and now I really want to read Lady Chatterley's Lover, which is coming in the mail with my Celtic book! I'm so excited! I want to present next year an amazing paper, I like my William Blake one, but I like my own Women in Love paper, which I would like to revise. I had a great day! Also, I was sitting next to a really cool girl and she put her coat on me to warm up my legs, and I felt really nice being in her presence. She's a really tender-hearted person, I find, calm and calamity at once. Well, today I'm going to have a whack character, so prepare yourselves... (Ike's voice). XD. It's Ike, right? RIGHT??

Character of the Day:
Damian Mauricio 

Appearances: Shambles, TAFOW (mention), TOAB, Santa Forgives (? need confirmation from my CR).
Bio: Damian's family was broken by a murderous rapist who took the lives of both his parents, leaving him in the hands of the apotion agency in Norway, when he was five. Damian is adopted by a preacher-like man, who has adopted many others apart from him and claims to be able to heal his tortured soul. Damian (supposedly) saw his mother be raped and killed. This preacher man is Damian's first Master, who ends up not being a good person at all. All in all, this man is recruiting children to have them all commit suicide to cleanse their souls before they ascend to heaven peacefully. They have them drink cyanide in juice (Jonestown inspired, yes) and Damian drinks a small amount, but refuses to swallow most of it, as if knowing the danger in the odd taste of the drink. He is then proven to be refusing to be healed through his therapy, but also simply refusing to die. He is almost twelve when the poison enters his system and he falls half-dead amongst the dying bodies of his fellow adoptive brothers and sisters. It seems like the end, but Maurice, good ol' cowboy Maurice busts in the affair (too late to save them all) but he does hear the heartbeat of Damian and opens his veins to make the poison bleed out of him all the while keeping him alive on his own Vampire blood. Maurice rushes him to the hospital where he is given a full transfusion of blood. He survives the incident and Maurice falls in fraternal love with the boy. Damian becomes his protégé and he his master, with lower case p and m, for Maurice never debauches Damian, for he does not believe he should.
Damian and Maurice become a wicked duo; they get along like any older brother, younger brother, despite Damian's critiques of Maurice's promisuity. Damian is a prudish kind of boy despite his great love of girls, and he only becomes a Vampire at the ripe age of 34. Damian is strong, almost immune to the sun's rays, and can go numerous days without blood or sleep, which are signs of a healthy and controlled Vein Drinker. Being with Maurice and Maurizio has caused him to have a high Vein Drinker influence, causing a glimmer of a Black Ribbon in his Vampiric body. In the late 2700's, Damian becomes interested in medicine and becomes a Doctor in 16 branches of medicine, a bit like Merrick.
Damian has a lot more to him, but I can't tell you all now, it would ruin the ride! ;p


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Blog#18--Bothersome News--

As you may know, I like to write about creepy stuff. However, in real life, I do not like to learn about actual creepy stuff happening. Such as... this story about a dog that kills a 2-day old baby because it was crying. I know the dog didn't mean it, but why report on such ghastly things? I don't wanna know something fucking tragic like that, it makes me feel bad and it's not really important for me to know. Was this baby going to grow up and become the next Prime Minister? I don't think so, and I don't care so! It's like they want up to know that dogs can kill your 2-day old baby? Yeah, it's an animal that has no ability to morally choose to do things for it has no free will. Hello!! And the way they write it, like... 'it only took one bite on the baby's tiny fragile head' yeah, thanks for the graphic information, I'm going to go puke and cry now. All that to say, if it's fake, bring it on, if it's real, take it away! For God's sake!
Sigh, apart from that, the stupid busses are making me late for QUEUC and it's pissing me off, so I'm writing my blog. Yay! Aaanyways!

Character of the Day:
 Marcus The Pyromaniac

Appearances: Threshold to Insanity, Angel Song.
Bio: Basicalishe, Marcus cares for nothing in the world but fire. He was born with an innate want for everything to burn and has been defying doctors, his parents and close friends and setting buildings on fire no matter the time of day or the circumstance. Sedus, who has watched him from below, seems to think that Marcus is possessed, but he ends up realizing that Marcus is really human and that despite his insanity and fire obsession is not really a disease, but more natural and normal than it seems. Marcus has a large role to play in Threshold, where he meets Celia, the love of his life, and helps her get through the 1999 disaster in Aberdeen (dystopian past) concerning Calixa and the outbreak. Marcus is also seen in Angel Song, when he is in the asylum with Celia while Phillippe takes care of them as a volunteer. I was planning to also add Marcus to Demon Lullaby, the book that exposes Clover and Walter, but I'm not sure about that book... it's kinda... nowhere. Nonetheless, Marcus is a meme for my CR and I, where we pretend to light a lighter and then put a flaming ball of fire on our hands and then realize that we've accidentally made Marcus a Romanian Vampire. If your lost here, it's normal, (it's an inside. I'll have to put the vid on YouTube that explains or shows exactly what we do... which would be lame.) :P Anyways, have a great day everyone!

Thanks for follwing! :)
Chloé

Blog #17--Winter Writings and Comic Books--

I write according to the seasons. Some books I start in the summer and I can't finish them until the summer rolls around again. Strangely enough, I have very few books that I have written in the winter. I think I got Phantom Whisper near in the fall into Winter and I wrote part 2 of my first version of Shambles (Memory Garden) in the winter, for most parts. I think winter is a bit depressing and that's why I'm not very inspired. Sad.

You know, I'm nineteen (for another delicate month) and I have not seen Sin City yet. But I got it and I'm going to watch it very soon. I love the colours and the effects and the contrast in that movie. I also wanted to see The Spirit, but after watching a painful trailer, I realized that they were right about the script. Horrible script, which sucks because they had almost everything else right! I wish I could have written the script, with my little expertise, I would have probably creating something much more... endurable.

I have like nothing else to say, really, but here, I'll place you in context! Enjoy!

Character of the Day:
Leonard Carlisle

Appearances: Phantom Whisper, Angel Song, Shambles.
Bio: Leo is one of the two protagonists of Phantom Whisper, along with Sara Donovan. Leo wakes up in the middle of a long road near a forest. He remembers nothing of himself but that his name is Leo, he is X years old and has a pack of Number 7's with him. Leo also finds a black and red knife strapped to his calf, which he is wary about. He goes into the near town of North Haverbrooke, where he meets a lovely girl called Sara. She resembles him in ghostly ways and they find themselves armed with powers that defy death and time. Phantom Whisper is one of my spiritual novels, I call them (despite the intense gore and horror) that talks about one's time of death and life's cruel injustices.

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Blog #16--Mythology--

You know, I really like mythologies, especially the Pantheons of Western Religions. I've been writing a historic novel (that ties in with my own narratives and lore) and I had to look up some Celtic gods, as well as Norse and I always loved the Greek and Roman gods as well. I really think I'll do a Classics minor, damn that random guy in Morris house for being right! It's really awesome, because there's a certain amount of unknown in what is so far behind us. And in that unknown is something magical that attracts me powerfully. I feel like I can connect with the people from Plato's writings, and that I've had feelings as a child... it was as if I had really been there with them all along. Strange, but I do believe in reincarnation and that I could have somewhere been a Greek, and probably a man for that matter. That would be really cool!

Update: So, I've been doing that Classics major I talked about back when I wrote this in 2012, Febuary. Don't do it. DON'T. Unless you're really interested in the past Greco-Roman stuff, man I hope you have a HILARIOUS prof because I'm like it less and less. Maybe it's just me. It's like you learn about the culture and about the society, and then you read into it a bit, and I'm two courses in and I already know everything there is so know... sorta, without being obnox. But if you're really interested, at Bishop's its a really easy GPA of 4.0.

Character of the Day:
Liux aka Cu Allate

Appearances: Shambles, Maurice, Scream Wolf aka Hunting the Wolf
Bio: Liux is a lithe, energetic young man who loves his Gaulish country more than anything in the world. His main book where he is second Protagonist, is Scream Wolf, which is my take on the game Les Loup-Garoups de Thiercelieux, (sorry for butchering that name by the way). Liux, his name pronounced, lee-oo but in like one syllable, like one a half... :P, starts to meddle with the murders of his village that have been going on and he and his close friends they to figure out who has been killing and why they've been killing many villagers. Liux also has a sister, Eluvia, whom he loves very much and desires to protect until the end of the world. After Scream Wolf, Liux meets Maurizio, but then goes off and lives his own life until we see him for the last time (for now) in Shambles. Liux is bold, daring and becomes wise as he flourishes into having knowledge different worlds and other races of people that live amongst the beings of Earth.

Blog #15--Nothing to Write...--

Hmm... it's getting rather difficult to find interesting subjects to talk about for I have become a little bit negative these last few days. I have a great postive attitude I few weeks ago but my happiness was drained from what's going on where I live. It's really difficult, but I'm managing to pull through. I really want to thank my CR for being a great friend, inviting me to sleep at her place (even though Poupou woke me up at 5 in the morning! :P) and for shopping with me and being there. Also, thanks Oli for being there for me as well! :) I love you both so much! So yeah, basically I did a bit of writing today, mostly brooded on the fact that I am almost late on some homeworks... lol, yeah I did a bit too there. I cooked randomly a lot today, I had to, for I want to eat the stuff that I bought a while back before it goes bad!! Bla bla bla, some random chick talking about her life... Let's get to the goodies! Yes, already! Let's get in the dirt.

Character of the Day:
Lancelot deBronté

Apperances: Shambles (?)*, TAFOW, TOAB.
Bio: Lance is the Mayor of small-town Wicker in the Royal Blue quarter of the world after the Apocalypse. Lance's parents died when he was very young and he does not remember who they are. ;) He was raised in the village as the Mayor was Rutherford, and he claimed the position at the young age of 20. Rutherford was happy to step down, and focus on the raising of his two sons, Arias, his first-born, and Redfield, as well as his daughter, Portia. Lance is a dominating young man, and everyone listens to him no matter what. But after a few months, Lance starts to wish he had someone in his life and goes on a quest to find his bride, no matter who she may be. He is an important character in TAFOW, and comes back to haunt TOAB for a while.

*I didn't write that far in Shambles yet to know if he will make an appearance.

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Blog #14-Don't Forget to Feed the Fish!--

I was reading over some Sky Blue and I realized that I really like it. It's a story that I gave up, well put away for now, but I feel so much power from it. I was so original with my Colour spells and the different races. I like Vixie, Lucia and Bastien and their odd relations, because they're animals right? But they're also humanoid, and Lucia's facsination to them and Vixie's hatred is truly awesome. I like Ruby too and Ludovic, along with Clasina and Vicente. Bastien is one of the hottest characters ever and Vixie one of the most vicious. Lucia is a perfect centre, she reminds me of me sometimes. I really feel like writing more, but I'm starting to procrastinate on my homework. I'm going to have to go to the library tomorrow. Yep, I'm going to do that and bring all the stuff I gotta do. Libraries are awesome! :)

I can also say that I saw a hilarious video. This one...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3jOlQqDPzQ&feature=g-all-u&context=G2ddb542FAAAAAAAAHAA
 I can proudly say that I don't text and I think people who text and walk are really... ridiculous. A girl texting walks probably 80% slower than me.  I mean, seriously! Like people who talk on the phone while driving! It's illegal now, but they stop in the middle of the road to talk, like in a really small narrow road (in the winter especially) for like 15 mins and everyone has to go around them. I saw it! I like how everyone is rushing to help her in the vid, like omg, she's over 40, she might have died falling! Calm down, there. She was wearing a coat...

Annnnyways! I can't wait to spend some time with my CR tomorrow, sweet thang. ILY.

I had a strange dream last night. It was about me being a boy and also some weird creepy shit about a beach and like meeting the clone of my CR's boyfriend or something. It was like super strange and then I was beign changed and I was opening up some portals with Town Scrolls. Too much Diablo -_-  I remember switching sexes though, with this person and how they had a hard time dealing with the fact that he was a girl... It was funny. Anyways, that's about it :3

Character of the Day:
Claire aka The White Rabbit

Appearances: Celerity
Bio: Claire is a sexy race-car, race-bike driver that lives in Mid-Air and participates in the NASCAR competitions. Claire is nicknamed The White Rabbit, but she gets derogatory comments about her speed and then her fall, as the hounds catch her and pin her down at 6th place. Claire knows she can win, but she is afraid of going too fast. She gets the help from Luna, a great fan of hers that becomes her caddie and aids her into getting higher ranks.

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Blog #13--Unlucky Number?--

Hello fellow friends and fans,

Lol for the fact that you are now currently 6, but I respect that. My search for comfort has taken its toll. I was planning on going back to my place instead of staying at my dad's, when I realized that oh yes, they're having YET ANOTHER party at my place. But anyways... this self-exhile should teach me a thing or two, give me some time to mull things over.

My mom invited me and Victoria to go eat. We went to Scores, since we've never been. It was okay. I likes the ribs, but Vix's sandwich was really kind of lame for a club. Bah, their bad rep makes the dishes less expensive and we cheated on the salad bar. :P Also, I wrote an Author's Note for TAFOW, and edited it furthermore. I still have to write a few chapters that make for holes in the plot. I would like Victoria, my Character Reviser, to read TAFOW, maybe if I print it out, she could help me revise things that work and things that don't. She's better than me at that, it's quite amazing. I really love that girl. :3 BB, never change. My mom's awesome too. It's funny because she doesn't really care about my writing and openly told me, but I don't really care. She was there to feed and lodge me and she let me stay up to write and that's enough support for me. My mom also let me do whatever I want (pretty much) like go out and drink, and I didn't, because it wasn't something rebel to do. She is a very good mother to me, and I love her very much :3

Character of the Day:
Allen Vogel

Appearances: Santa Forgives, Shambles, Puzzle Days (undertone), Les Poppy Seeds, Maurice, Memory Garden. (Wow, he's in alot).
Bio: Part of the huge Vogel family, Allen's mother is Pure Blooded Juniper, first German-bloodlined Vampire. She lives with Drummond, Robin and her Fiachra at Marble Haven. Allen, though, is locked up at St. Matthew's Residential, a Prison-Haven for members of the Jericho Republic. Allen is, in plain words, a vile young man. He is malevolent, has no respect for humans and hatred for most other races. Allen only shows deep affection toward his mother, and his brother Les.Allen's father in a Vogel as well, the cousin of Juniper, Quinn. He was conceived in the medieval times when marrying your cousin was all right, but unlike Juniper who became a Vampire automatically because it was innate in her, Quinn died from being human. Allen does not like to mention that his parents were cousins, and his good-looks give nothing of the sort away. Yet, Allen misses his father and hates Fiachra, Juniper's current husband. Allen is responsible for numerous rapes and deaths, including Jessica Greenway's the torture of Jericho's bride. Pray you never meet this individual.


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Blog #12--A Paragraph--

Hey everyone! Sorry that I couldn't post, I've been going through some really difficult times :( But I wrote this in the meanwhile, from my 5th rewrite of my book, Shambles. Hey Oli, I know you read my posts, so thanks for supporting me. I love you, happy Valentine's Day! :))

Repression


My abdominal muscles pained me. Dear, they pained me. I could still hear his voice echoing in my head and my heart ached along with the rest of the soul.

        I lay there, in total agony as his words penetrated me and violated my entire existence. I was curled up like a foetus in an artificial womb, in the abrasive warmth of hospital sheets. I could not describe what I felt, but I knew that all I wanted was it to be gone.
Dear, the pain! The sting of the salt on my cheeks, my tears raking the blood out of me. It hurt, mother! It hurt father! It hurt, God, it hurt! I churn and toss my body, and I yearn to no longer feel. I want it to be all a dream. I want to smell the oleanders by my seaside home. I want to have the breeze caress me and hear the spirits whisper in the wind.
        But this ground, this chain, I cannot bare being tied to. The sun sets again, and again and again. Hateful thing it is, for leaving me. And my stomach hurts because I cannot hold on. And my stomach hurts because I cannot eat. All I can take in are his words, that rebound into a verisimilitude of helplessness. If not this, then that.
       But the sun set again and I hear a new voice at my doorframe. I do not know who this person may be, but he asks softly, like a cloud, “Is she the one?”
      I can see the spotlight lighting me and I can feel the hardwood floor beneath my feet. I can see the cushioned seats and the lace twirling up my legs like a soft wild vine. I am a delicate doll and he, I can see him, he is my ring leader.
       “She hasn’t ceased crying for five days now. I’m not sure she’ll even know you’re there,” says his voice. My ears bleed to hear him again. I don’t... want to believe what he said to me was true, but I heard it and it was enough to hurt me.
        And then I see a new face sit down on the bench next to my bed. I look at him with my tired eyes and he smirks at me a bit. A bit, but then his expression reverts to neutral.
       “I’m not going to call you by who you used to be. I know what you are feeling, it’s a talent of mine. You’re a dancer, aren’t you?”
       My heart cries out the agony and his words, his words rape me suddenly again and again. No. Yes. I nod my head. I am a dancer.
       “You know what you are. You’re a performer, you’re a star in the dark night. Tell me, if I tell you I can give you freedom, will you join me?”
       I cannot understand him correctly. My mind is so full of lies and truths. I don’t know what to keep and what to throw away. I look at him again. I cannot take my eyes away from him. Had I never seen a man in my life?
      “Will you sit for me?” he asks.
       Yes. I will sit for you. I do, and he takes my hand. He kisses it; his lips are freezing cold. Have I been here until winter?
       Suddenly, his hand reaches for the sheets and peels them away from me. I want to scream. I want to cry again, but I am dry. I shake my head.
       “I am responsible for this. I should have known information before. This would have never happened had I followed my... instincts. Your memories heal you, don’t they? You find peace in forgetting and remembering?”
        Did I? I just feel like crying again. I don’t know why it hurts; I don’t know why I am so frightened suddenly. Of course I know why. I caress my thigh, my knee, and then my hand is already on the bed, it falls and it startles me. I... I once... This can’t be real...
       “Breathe,” he tells me, touching my shoulder gently. I realize that I am hyperventilating and I nod once and control myself. He smiles, this time more broadly. His own hand finds his heart and he closes his eyes. When he opens those acid green eyes again, my eyes are watering again.
      “I will take care of you,” he says. “I will be your father.”
     “My father...?” I ask. My voice seems to falter, as if I had forgotten how to speak. My vocal chords pain me and he puts his index to his mouth.
      “Don’t speak, I know what you’re feeling. It’s all right. It hurts, doesn’t it, what the doctor told you? You were under shock at the moment. But this... this is nothing to me, nothing I can’t mend and make better. I am willing to make you mine, as long as you promise one thing.” He waited for me and I nodded promptly enough. “You have to promise me that you’ll kill yourself. You’ll abandon this life and move on with me to something else. I’m not telling you that you’ll feel better, I’m not sure you’ll feel at all. But know that I will let you do the only thing that you ever wanted to do.”

      I didn’t understand, but death seemed a plausible case of action for me at the time. I held out my hand and he caressed his own into mine. Oh dear, the cold warmth of him, as if I had never known a man. What was a man? After meeting him, I knew that things would change. I knew that I would never be the same girl I was before.

     That night, he saved me and I... saved him.

 Fin


I never wrote much on these two, but I really like them. :)


Character of the Day:
Sedus, 1st Son of Lucifer

Appearances: Placid Devils, Spare Soul, Shambles, TAFOW.
Bio: Sedus was made at the same time as his sister, Emery. Lucifer made them both with dark hair and acid green eyes. Sedus rules over a third of the Udacorra, the Entertainment section, (the two others are Torture and Rest). Sedus is an easy-going Devil who takes care of Godchild events such as Deus ex Machina events involving Satine. Sedus gets lonely after a few thousand years of life and decides to Hades himself a bride from Earth. Cella. She visits him in the Winter and Spring, for a change. :p Sedus is not cruel like his brother Torva and more mature than his kid brother Leatio. Lucifer considers him as a failed angel, a reminder of himself before his fall.


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