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Friday, February 28, 2014

Blog 102--Hypocrisy--

Wherever you are, you're going to be faced with hypocrisy. It's a sad notion, but a true notion. Recently, person X has been telling me to behave a certain way while I'm at someone's else's place. This condition was about the music that I found horrendous and me keeping my comments to myself and let the host play they're music. This X person, at MY party, let's other people and his music play saying: be more open to other tastes.

Friday, February 14, 2014

Blog 101--Poisonous People and what to do about them--

There is this type of person who is REALLY detrimental and whom perhaps most people don't see at first as being a problem. First of all:

Blog 100--How Society Has Ruined my Life and How to Get Rid of Bullies--

Well, I'm going to be blunt about it, society, social behaviour and societal constructs have ruined my life up to now.

Grade and High School Bullying
What do they tell you? Go see the teacher. Went. Went to see Principal. Nothing happened. Bully still bullied. What do they call you? The teachers would call me a drama queen because kids would call me fat and ugly and I got hurt by them. ''You have nothing to be hurt about.'' Sure. So! I hated school. I loved home, thankfully!! Hated school and I never told my parents that I was heavily bullied because I didn't want them to worry. I admitted to my mom at the age of 21 (yesterday) what had happened. She was pissed, but I realized that it was the most altruistic thing I had ever done in my life.

Consequences
Broken fundamentals lead your life later on and I was angry at myself for being sad (like they blamed me for being) and I was sad because I was angry. Vicious cycle made me into a monster in High School until 2 wonderful people accepted me for being a monster... those people I love them with my entire heart not because they tried to be my friend, because they were. They saw that I was really just trapped and they lent me a hand. I started to write at this point. Without writing, I don't think I would be here today.

Later in my life, I realized that I was obsessed with being thin. I wasn't and now, I'm 21 and I can't eat because I'm afraid of being fat. I was never fat but so many people called me fat in the past, so I thought I was. I still think I am. So now I'm afraid of food. Fail.